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Getting into the flow

Posted on Jul 1st, 2007 by indubitablymeibe : Syncretic Lover of Light indubitablymeibe
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~* My sweet delectable wife frolicking along a cliff side on the coast of California *~


I am going to keep this short and sweet, to be perfectly honest it has been another wonderful day and I am ready for sleepy time.  Most of today I gave my love and energy to the Green Source, this place is magical and it is coming together so very beautifully.  Last night there was a youth jam that was hosted by my friend Blake and tonight there was a Open Mic musical gathering of sorts hosted by another good friend by the name of Nahko, we had popcorn a poppin' and we also served kava as well, good times for sure.

I am getting back into the flow of writing these daily though (this is day two, fuck yeah!) and it feels good.  There is so much beauty and joy in this world and I love expressing it through this medium.

I know I left off yesterday somewhere along the lines of saying I was married, that makes my heart sing just writing that, I am a happily married man.  Not only am I a happily married man, I am also a happily married man who is expecting a young child in 8 and a half months or thereabouts.

I am exactly where I am supposed to be in this life and I am thrilled to be here.  I am filled with gratitude, everything is worth giving thanks to, this blessed life is constantly becoming the most marvelous experience of my life.

Alas, I am tuckered out and I very much look forward to rejuvenating my mind, body, and spirit while visiting slumbers garden of love.  I will finish this particular blog by saying thank you to each and everyone of you, I love you all dearly.

Mahalo and aloha,

Joseph

~Remember to smile!
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Humble

Posted on Jul 1st, 2007 by indubitablymeibe : Syncretic Lover of Light indubitablymeibe
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~* Sunshine so divine *~



I am humble right now, I am in love right now, I am grateful right now, I am I right now...

What we take from this world is what we make of this world, we are always where we are supposed to be for we are the creators of every moment.

Bliss is a kiss from my wife.

Bliss is appreciating this life.

Removing the imagined obstacles, releasing the tension we have placed upon ourselves, living as truthfully and honorably as we can is the most freeing and liberating of actions.

This is our life, a choice in every instance.

I am a divine healer, a dreamer of realities unknown, a pleasure giver and receiver spinning out these pleasent words for all of our enjoyment. 

Let us all imagine this blessed life in the most glorious way we possibly can, keeping in mind this is an existence of limitless possobilities....

Breathe with me deeply and splendidly, for this is a key component to our life source.

We are magical forces harmoniously flowing and growing together.

Cheers my loved ones, let's have some fun.

Aloha and mahalo,

Joseph

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What do you need to be reminded of?

Posted on Jul 3rd, 2007 by indubitablymeibe : Syncretic Lover of Light indubitablymeibe
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for July 03, 2007:

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~* A dance of fire and joy *~



I have found that I need to be reminded of the fact that I am a good rememberer.

How often in my past have I said I don't remember? 

Too often is the answer to that question to myself, what I have been working on is reminding myself that I have a great memory and that it is in remembering that I truly honor myself by being both mindful and present. 
 
I remember names of people I meet, I am great at remembering faces and at remembering names.

I remember that it is imperitive that I remind myself that this life is meant to be enjoyed at any and all times, regardless of the situation.

I need to be (and am) reminded of the fact that it is okay to receive abundance in all things, and that I deserve to be prosperous and happy.

I need to be reminded that everyone and everything I envision in this existence is a direct reflection of me...
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Flying back to my love

Posted on Jul 5th, 2007 by indubitablymeibe : Syncretic Lover of Light indubitablymeibe
Ku_uipo
~* Ku'uipo Kilikina Lokelani *~



In this plane I depart, a jump start back to my heart.

In 3 hours I am getting on UA flight 58 departing KOA, on my way to be with my wife, the most precious being(s) in my life.

I have spent a most delightful and eventful week back home on the Big Island, things are moving here so amazingly swell and bright.  The GreenSource is rocking as steadily as ever and is continuously flowing towards the light.  I have much to share with these glorious people and this wonderful space, in due time.

In this moment I am taking great joyous breathes as I acknowledge that I am sitting in paradise getting ready to go to my heaven on earth, my beautiful beloved.  I am going to embrace her with more loving intention then previously ever released from my being.  Then my next pleasent step is to touch my loves tummy where our precious little creation is getting ready for this world.  Yes!  This is what I look forward to experiencing very soon...


~Mahalo

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My Love n' Sunshine

Posted on Jul 9th, 2007 by indubitablymeibe : Syncretic Lover of Light indubitablymeibe
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~* My sweet beloved in Big Sur *~


Before I get any further, I got to share with you the delightful news that at this time tomorrow my incredibly beautiful wife and I will be in a theater watching Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix, that right there deserves a fuck yeah.

Another day is all but done and once again I have had much fun, this glorious ride that we call life has been more beautiful and blessed ever since I married my wife.  To add to the goodness I am a father to be, and I don't know about you but I can speak (or in this case write) for me that having a child has filled me to the very brim with glee.

What a silly rhyme scheme...

What other goodness do I have to share at this moment?  I know!  Today I finished Catch-22 by Joseph Heller, that is a great novel that had me entertained to the very last page.  I just started Mr Nice, an autobiography by Howard Marks, this one looks like a winner.  My sister actually has read these in the past and ironically enough (or not at all ironic perhaps) my wife has also read them both as well.

Boy oh boy am I stoked about life, what a great gig living is huh?  I have dedicated this existence to being extraordinary and up to this point I would have to say I am doing more than alright.  I keep getting geared up thinking about the fact that my beloved and I have created a new being and in just about 8 months time we are going to have a child, wow that is incredibly awesome to contemplate!

I look so forward to becoming a father, the lessons that I am bound to learn from this precious new life, the experiences we are going to share, the unity and bond that will be had by the three of us, creating a triangle of love, light, and wonder...

Ah to be alive, I want to extend my gratitude to this computer I am typing on right now, it has some plasma cracks in the screen but it works well and fine enough to allow me to write this so I am certainly thankful.  The Internet, electricity, and technology in general get a huge high five from me as well, mahalo to these glorious inventions/creations/remembrances.  While I am sending my appreciation out there I want to cast a broad thank you to this reality at large, any and all pieces of this fantastic pie each have a place of gratitude in my heart and soul.

I am going to join my sweet dream of a wife in bed, she is slumbering away next to me right now and I look forward to sleeping next to her soon.  My love has been experiencing some unique and new sensations these past few days and I invite you to send her your loving thoughts and warmth as she embraces this new life growing inside of her, I will and am doing the very same, thank you in advance for those of you kind enough to do so.

Many blessing, love, light, and joy to you all wherever you may be in this life and on this world, we are all amazing beings and gifts to and for each other, let us rejoice, celebrate, and remember this always...

Aloha and mahalo,

Joseph


~ I also want to send my love and good intentions to all the amazing people on the Big Island, Hawai'i and all those out there representing at GreenSource.  I look so very forward to heading back to that blessed island of breath with my wife, for there is where we will be starting our family together and where we will proudly be calling our home base.

Aflowha yo!



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Attitude of Gratitude

Posted on Jul 10th, 2007 by indubitablymeibe : Syncretic Lover of Light indubitablymeibe
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~* My blessed and I cruising the other day to the Smithsonian Folklife Festival in D.C. *~


What a joyous life this is, I take these breathes deeply with love and gratitude for I am thankful to be able to experience each and everyone one of them.  I am sitting with my wife holding great sympathy and much supportive love for her as she is boldly embracing feeling under the weather, I'm so proud of her.

I look forward to all the coming days that will surely continue to bring new and wonderful adventures my way as my wife and I move along through this miracle called pregnancy.

One of the most incredible things as of yet that we have collectively shared together is a transferring of energies from my hand or hands to her tummy and our growing child within, I inquired as to what the sensations are like from her side and she explains it as feeling simply like receiving energy, she says that when she feels nauseous or anything it makes her feel better, I am honored and thankful to be able to help. 

It is really quite odd and fantastic at the same time, I have felt compelled to place my hand on her belly and send all the loving intentions I can into my love and this little blessed creation inside of her. 

Sometimes I use both hands and I slowly build friction between them and take deep breathes of gratitude before placing them just about a half inch above her tummy, I spin them palms down in a circular fashion all the while focusing entirely on directing joy, love, happiness, harmony, gratitude, and health to my beloved and our growing child within her.

It feels really good to share this exchange with my wife and to know that she welcomes it (when the time is right of course) is most wonderful, each moment is truly a blessing and I am so very grateful.

I just realized I have been eating many of my darlings crackers while she naps beside me here, I better wrap this up and let her sleep.  What a beautiful life this is, may we all continue to remember to do our part in making it shine as brightly and beautifully as possible.

Aloha and Mahalo,

Joseph     




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Freely Feeling the Fire

Posted on Jul 11th, 2007 by indubitablymeibe : Syncretic Lover of Light indubitablymeibe
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~* Tonight through the light *~


What a magical thing it is to be able to write these words and do these amazing things on this computer.  To be able to share this with you through these mediums of expression is really quite a marvelous and wonderful concept to behold.  I am grateful for the opportunity and capability to realize that I am the creator, and it is always a blessing to be mindful of the fact that I am also the destroyer (if I so choose of course).

So that places me in a space of opportunity, to decide in this moment and in every subsequent one whether or not to make this reality bright, light, and fun.  To take ownership and responsibility for my thoughts, words, and actions.  To do my very best to rest only when the mind, body, or spirit requires it and to at all other times be as awake and aware as possible. 

Each situation I encounter I have placed myself in, the reflections I see of this reality are quite amazing, to take this in to account always is something I have enjoyed remembering throughout this life, now that I have this incredible wife and a baby on the way I have to humbly say that I am making this existence play out quite fantastically. 

Learning with each new moment, growing and flowing with all the gloriousness that surrounds me (especially with my loving beauty).  I can see that it is great to have focus on what you stand for maintaining a vision for what is to come all the while staying pure in the present knowing that it is the only thing that ever counts.

I have been in a few conversations recently about near death experiences and death as the constant and only guarantee we have in this life, it has been very intriguing and I have derived great pleasure entertaining these thoughts intellectually with others.  One of the most integral things I have taken from the near death experiences aspect of it all is that whether we consciously acknowledge it or not, every single moment is in fact a near death experience.

Of course I embrace the fact that there are certain situations that people draw the closeness of the end of their life much more than other times but  truly when I consider it I realize that it can end in any moment and the more I am aware of this and mindful of that concept the better I become at remembering the preciousness of this life, always.

What a trip this life is!

Each breath keeps my life source flowing and I am grateful for this, each pump of my heart keeps me alive and allows me to take these glorious breathes, and my blessed brain is making it possible for me to interpret these thoughts, feelings, visions, dreams, and experiences and through my arms and fingers allows me to write these very words.  Many thanks to all the other integral pieces of my body that are here doing there functions so marvelously as well.

May I and you always remember to embrace this life and progressively move it forward, toward an ultimate reality of bliss eternally.

~Mahalo

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9:45 Alive at the College Perk

Posted on Jul 15th, 2007 by indubitablymeibe : Syncretic Lover of Light indubitablymeibe
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~* A glimpse of that moment. *~


I'm absolutely grooving down to an incredibly well put together rendition of Down Under by Men at Work here in a cozy well weathered armchair, still marveling over how this band called Dreamscapes Project just captivated my presence for a spell.

I'm stoned right now as well which just makes it all that much better.

It seems rather appropriate given the circumstances I've presented myself with.  Here I am reading Mr Nice by Howard Marks and nary a page goes by that marijuana is not mentioned, used, or referenced to in one way or another, I fit right in.  How much fun are we having?  Me, I'm having an absolute blast of a time, except where I wrote absolute replace that with infinite and that is more of what it is really like.


Here I'm blessed to be in such close proximity to my wife, I see her now, my smile just broadened enormously...

I also moments before finished my delectable drink made with love by my love who I love uncontrollably, freely really.  Did I say I love her? The light that gives and then takes my breath away, where my heart is home and the two (now 3!) of us are free to roam where we please, as a harmonious team.

Woman, this band is letting me have it.  They are feeding this Coffee Shop with so much goodness many of these people seem unaware of what to even do with it.  I'm getting down though that is one thing that is happening right here and now, my head has been perpetually flowing and bobbing from side to side for the past 20 minutes, live music is a beautiful thing.

Man this experience is fun.


Blogging at the Perk


Between these words and the last the cover picture and this here snapshot
above were graciously taken, I cannot take full credit for this one as I set
the timer and hence included the camera itself as guest picture taker. 

What a pleasurable reminder it is to be heedful of the breath, to calmly and lovingly embrace and be appreciative of this glorious life source and force that allows us to make what sense we choose to of our existence, aloha...

Speaking of breath, there is a collective creation that I look forward to sharing my breath with in some eight months time, our little miracle that is at this moment jamming to the very same music that I am, totally rocking steadily inside of my righteously astounding wife, I am grateful for this life.


I am now approaching a space where Mr Nice and I will meet again, this guy has lived an interesting life and I am compelled to remember more about it, if you are reading this I thank you for both reading this and for reading in general, books are a blessing and words are truly a holy creation, cheers to all the symbols, letters, and words ever written.


Mahalo & aloha nui loa ,


Joseph


~I'm popping over to post The 5 (#30) if you would like to take a gander at some more pics...


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Yet Another Glorious Day

Posted on Jul 16th, 2007 by indubitablymeibe : Syncretic Lover of Light indubitablymeibe
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~* Precious, new, colorful life sharing its aloha with the world.  *~


How very delightful this is to be here now sharing these words with you.  We are so blessed to breathe in all the incredible energy sources that create this sacred air, that in itself is deserving of a loving mahalo indeed.

Moment through moment the momentum doth flow.

We do truly reap what we metaphorically sow, it is a continuous opportunity to expand and grow, moving beyond the limits of what can possibly be known.

Spinning a gratidude style attitude towards it all, positively perceiving a grand life (Enter stage left: my astounding and expecting wife).  The power is in our very own hands to make of this life what we will, what a concept and thrill, to be aware of our awesome capability to make this reality play out any way we like.

This is a friendly reminder to myself right here, this smile on my face is a choice, the love I embrace is intentionally being welcomed within and shared equally without.  Infinite options to help encourage us to believe that we can do and see anything, so remember to just be. 

Be open to the idea that we are free to imagine any thing we want, then succeed in manifesting that particular destiny.

Ah, it is nearing that glorious time once again, where I rest my eyes and sleep, where I will make enchanting dreams until I awake in the morning.

That is something to look forward to right there, adding that to the reality that I will be laying next to my beloved wife and our mystical and magical blessed co-creation within her. 

I am thankful for this life...

~Mahalo



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Aum oon Aum

Posted on Jul 17th, 2007 by indubitablymeibe : Syncretic Lover of Light indubitablymeibe
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~* My sweet divine painting one of the signs for Saturdays Community Yard Sale *~


I am so very thankful for right now. 

My wife continues to make me feel these new and indescribable sensations that I am so honored and blessed to receive.  I had to pause here for a moment to glance at and take in the magical essence that is my love, I was moved to laughter at the sight my eyes perceived, for the way she was enjoying her Popsicle I, well, I don't even know what to say, it was perfect.

I am just so very grateful for right now, I love this life.

On Sunday or Monday morning of this coming week our little wonderful family will be heading on an awesome road trip to Wisconsin with a final destination of the Twin Cities, Minnesota, we're stoked.  I am looking forward to having all my friends and family meet my beloved wife, then they can understand first hand why I am so captivated by this living angel.

We've decided to get the audio version of 7th and final book in what has been a delightful series, yes I reckon Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows is going to be a great  climax to an epic tale.  I enjoy and truly appreciate what J.K. Rowling has shared with the world, these books have filled perhaps billions of minds with fun and interesting ideas and unlimited possibilities to imagine, what an important tool to make believe anything can happen.

Alright, that is all for now, I am going go lay with my sexy wife now and exchange all the loving energy I can with her.  She is what my focus and desire almost entirely consists of at the moment and so I am going to honor that and go love her eternally.

Aloha and mahalo,

Joseph

~Those of you who noted the Batman symbol on the sign, though I did not conceive of that great compliment to the advertisement (Lisa gets props for that), I am proud to say I had the pleasure of painting it on there, arts and crafts time rules!
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100 Blogs on Zaadz!

Posted on Jul 20th, 2007 by indubitablymeibe : Syncretic Lover of Light indubitablymeibe
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 ~* How is this for advertising a community yard sale? *~


Me oh my what a blessed life this is, another glorious moment to appreciate this amazing life is upon us, enjoy.

Cheers to deep loving breathes, with each inhale and exhale I am thankful. 

So the time has come to spin up some fun and make the best of this life, this is my refresher course on remembering how wonderful this existence is.  To positively perceive and boldly believe that anything is possible. 

When I take a look inside, you know, really delve into the inner realms of this reality I clearly can see the cosmic connectivity of everything, we are all infinity really.

Being that I see so much love and light I am more than compelled to shine bright and do everything in my power to share this with you.  The more I see this the more I see us providing a present and future filled with joy and happiness, and gratitude and appreciation.

There is so much to be thankful for.

I'm grooving out to Jazzelicious Presents and it is adding to my happiness tremendously, that and our friend Rachael just gave my wife and I a tent.  That is super cool, we are heading to Pine Point, in Iron River, Wisconsin before we get to the Twin Cities and we were planning on camping out for the couple of days we were there. 

Pine Point is a cabin/resort that my family has been going to for over 30 years, this is actually the first year we will be going back there in maybe 7 years.  This is a very special place for many reasons, one of which is the fact that my mother went into labor with me while there so I have a real close connection with the place. 

It is going to be so wonderful to be there for a couple of days and have a great deal of my extended family meet my beautiful and amazing wife, she is going to fit right in.

These last couple of days have been very enjoyable and interesting, we are in the process of organizing and deciding what of my wife's possessions will be sold, stored, and given away before we pack everything we can in our car and start our 17 and a half hour journey to Wisconsin.

It has been very entertaining seeing my adorable wife going through her myriad of clothing and taking countless trips with her down memory lane, this has been a good cleansing period for her, I sympathize with her and am proud of her for the amount of detachment I have already witnessed these past couple of days.  I mean seriously, she has filled 6 plus garbage bags of clothes alone that are to be sold at tomorrows yard sale and that which is not sold will be given away.

This community yard sale by the by is going to be mighty fun, we have been making many connections and several people have expressed interest in both selling and buying stuff.  What I really like about this is the idea of all of these goods being reused and appreciated  again instead of being sent to a garbage dump, everybody wins.

Well, my survival mechanisms are telling me that it is time to ingest some light energy in the form of food.  I am going to honor that and enjoy a delicious and nutritious lunch, what that will be I do not yet know but I imagine it being fantastic and so it shall be.

Love, joy, and light,

Joseph

~Here is to 100 more Blogs and a plethora of enjoyable moments and memories...
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